Thursday, September 16, 2010

Bible Belt Meets Baltikum

Okay, this is more for your entertainment (unless you can understand German, then I'll be really jealous). Here is a link to the interview with Katrin:

http://www.crosschannel.de/christliche-themen/international/8861-bible-belt-meets-baltikum.htm

We talked about how I was from the "Bible belt" in Virginia and my observations of the differences between Lithuanian and American believers. If you listen to the MP3, you can slightly hear my voice under the German voice-over. I wouldn't recommend it, it's quite confusing.

Truthfully, I didn't know she was recording the interview and when I listened to the MP3 I could just make out myself talking about how I felt out of place amidst the dignified Lithuanians with my North American style and other things. Seriously? Why was I even talking about that? Oy vey. Who doesn't enjoy knowing that thousands of people are listening to you make stupid comments on a major radio station? Ah, yes. Another notch in my belt of international embarrassments.

But I'm glad that I got to share about the GNC team in Lithuania. Remis was also in the interview and Katrin noted that he and I and another Lithuanian, Robertas, all made the same observations concerning Christianity in Lithuania.

I think I'd like to go back ... to stay. *nervous laughter* Prayers anyone?

Friday, September 10, 2010

Czech Article!

Okay, my Czech article appeared on the TWR-Europe page today. Here's the link if you want to check it out:

http://www.twreurope.org/stories/story-archive/115-twr-czech-republic-celebrates-20th-anniversary.html

Sometimes I get really paranoid about people reading my articles. It's so ironic and ridiculous that I always want to be hidden from the public eye but that I ended up being a journalist. Someone didn't plan that one out too well...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Lithuania Revisited

I just got off the phone with a woman named Katrin from ERF Germany, TWR Vienna's partner organization. She's doing a special project about the spiritual state of Lithuania and wanted to ask me about my reflections of the country. I felt like I was gushing and gushing information the whole time, but I don't care if I talked her ear off because revisiting Lithuania only reinforced my memories of experiencing the Lord in the new light that I did there.

I never want to forget it. I know that the Lord is at work there and to see it first-hand was the reminder of how sovereign and mighty my God is. Even now, as I sit here and think back over my time in Lithuania, the Lord is showing me things I didn't see before.

I was telling Katrin about the Christians that I met in Vilnius. I could see how they were discouraged, how the enemy was trying every tactic he could to find a way to stop them. The ministry through GNC is powerful and Satan knows that. But I believe that the Lord hand-picked GNC to minister to Lithuania and that surpasses any power held by the enemy.

The Lord has brought GNC so far and used them so greatly, but they've been through the fire during it all. And not just in Lithuania, but all around the world. We have to remember our global family in prayer.

I realize how many resources I have as a Christian living in America. The believers I met in Lithuania have only their personal relationship with the Lord, but it's enough to keep them going. I learned in Lithuania that I rely more on the Christian religion than on my relationship with the Father. He is enough. He is more than enough!

Will you pray with me for GNC? The Lord has used their ministry beyond Lithuania, into Pennsylvania and - I pray - through my life, into the world.

"For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith.

And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen" (Ephesians 3: 14-21).

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Hello From Lynchburg!

Hello dear friends and family! I hope your days are going well and that you're experiencing rest and satisfaction in the love of our Savior! I've been blown away by God's amazing grace for the past week and I'm loving the opportunity to abide in Him with no distractions. I was pretty distressed about not having a job for the first few days back in Lynchburg, but now I'm realizing that every day is a precious opportunity to just draw close to Jesus and experience absolute rest in Him.

I'm seeing more and more how I just needed to be quiet and get back to the state of worship I had before the craziness in Vienna. I think I forgot how to be calm and how to meditate on all of God's goodness! It's incredible what He'll show you when you just stop and shut up! Haha! Sorry, that's the unrefined portion of my personality popping out. Sometimes I have to use it when I can't describe my feelings with "ideal" wording. But anyway, I'm wondering if the Lord has something up His sleeve with this whole unemployment thing. I don't have any excuse but to get to know Him better each day. I can see where I've gotten off track and the things that He wants me to work on and I'm so refreshed by His enlightenment. What a loving and gracious Father we have!

Besides the holy quiet, life in Lynchburg is going well (despite being unemployed). I can't tell you what a blessing it is to be with Chloe and Tudi again (all the while missing my big sis too!). I've never been apart from Chloe for that long and although it was extremely hard, we both agreed that if the Lord called either of us into global missions, we know He would give us the strength to be away from one another. This is pathetic, but sometimes we would email three of four times a day while I was in Vienna. Our bond is closer than anyone could imagine and I'm so honored that the Lord would bless me with the gift that Chloe is to me.

And of course, being with Tudi is always a pleasure. No one can make me laugh harder than that girl! I'm so happy that she's enjoying Liberty and that she's building friendships that (I can clearly see) are a true blessing to her. Last night we were trying to assemble a TV stand for my living room and we ended up giving in half way through to make brownies. Siiiiiiigh; I'm really looking forward to this year with my sisters.

I'm not sure if I blogged about this before but I must tell you in case I haven't yet! I've written before that I went into Vienna the Sunday before I left for the States. I decided to go to the Augustinian church to try and make it for the service (no, I couldn't understand it and yes, it's Roman Catholic, but I thought that I would still have my own time of worship). I had been wanting to hear a church choir all summer, but I could never make it to any concerts and I traveled on half of the Sundays during my trip. I was pretty upset that I had come all the way to Vienna and hadn't heard any church choirs during my entire time there.

Anyway, when I walked into the Augustinian church, the sermon was almost through and they were beginning communion. I stood in the back and began praying and just reflecting on what the Lord showed me over the summer. Then, out of the quiet rang out the sweetest, most beautiful note I have ever heard. A woman was singing from the loft. She sang alone for a few moments and then was accompanied by a full choir and orchestra. I closed my eyes and got completely lost in how beautiful it was. In fact (and this is quite pathetic), I was so overwhelmed that I was finally hearing a church choir that I got extremely emotional. It felt symbolic to me - like a special present from the Lord. I spent the rest of the time just praising God for His gift of music and His blessings in my life. My overwhelming emotions from the music were replaced by the overwhelming goodness of my God. I will remember those moments in the Augustinian church for the rest of my life :)

So, have I waxed poetic enough for you? I know it must be hard for you to understand my feeble attempts at conveying my emotions, so I thank you for your patience. And a special thanks for reading once more! Look for the blessings in your life today, friend! Our God is a good God!

Monday, August 30, 2010

Twins

Okay, so I know this has nothing to do with Vienna, but I thought it would be cool to share anyway. Here's an article that Chloe and I appeared in a couple of years ago for the Liberty Champion, written by my very own friend Amanda Thomason :)

http://www.liberty.edu/index.cfm?PID=10609&CAID=704

You can probably find some of my articles if you search around too, but I wouldn't recommend it. In the words of Dudley Dursley, "they're bowring."

Thursday, August 26, 2010

I'm Still Here!

Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't posted in almost a week! I don't have internet at my apartment and I've been so busy moving in and looking for jobs that I haven't had a chance to give an update in a while. At any rate, I'm still here and I'm still planning on using this blog for a while.

I considered shutting it down when I got back, but it has so much emotional meaning to me that I finally decided to keep it going (and maybe ... just maybe, it will be used to blog about my journey back to Wien!).

So once I get internet, I will try to post more regularly. Mind you, it won't be everyday like this summer because there's really not too much to talk about now, but if I remember a story or if I feel like I want to remember someone through writing, I'll be sure to share ;)

In other news, my interview with Judy was posted on Monday. Here's the link if you want to read it:

http://www.twr.org/judyblog/?p=1600

I hope you like it! Well, it's about time I get back to work. Every minute is precious nowadays as I'm spending most of them on campus mooching off the internet access here.  Will you please pray that I find a job soon. I have an apartment to pay for and my loan repayments start very soon. I'm very tempted to feel overwhelmed but I know deep in my heart that the Lord has something special for me and that He's especially close in this time. As a side note, counting your blessings really works to remind you of how great God is! Try it!

Ciao friends!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Mind the Gap

I'm about to tell you something very sad.

The day before I left Austria, I was making my last commute into the city to say goodbye. While I was waiting for a train, I noticed two girls standing close to me, one in very high heels. They were rattling away in German and I didn't really pay them much attention.

The train came. About 15 people proceeded to board in a mad rush. The girl in high heels and I both got on at the same time. Well ... kind of. I managed to get on successfully, but as I reached the last step I saw her drop into the gap between the platform and the train. She had stumbled on the step and one of her legs slipped, sending her into a split-like position. She was now stuck with one leg in the train and one leg in the gap. It all happened within a milisecond, but she managed a scream and immediately everyone rushed to her rescue. I didn't even have time to move before she was being helped out by her friend.

Now friends, the distance between the actual track and the top of the platform is about four feet. This girl had one leg in the four foot drop and the other in the train, which is about a foot higher than the platform. I can't describe to you the terror of her position. It was impossible for her to get out by herself. Usually there isn't a big gap between the train and platform, but it depends on the type of train. Luckily there is a conductor on every train who checks the platform before departure. Nothing would have happened to her because there were so many people around, but the thought of getting caught in the gap terrified me so much that I had trouble getting off at my stop. Silly.

The girl cried the whole time I was on the train and understandably so. She fell so hard and she was probably embarrassed beyond reason. As you can see, this experience tramatized me so much that I had to blog about it. By now you're probably regretting that you decided to read this. This is one of the rare occasions where I'm diverting from my newsy style of blogging to reflect on a personal experience.

But really, isn't that sad?

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Oopsy

Did I say I'd be getting back on Tuesday night? Because somehow I managed to add a whole day in there. Anyway, I'm baaaaack! I gave my mum the surprise of her life when I called her from Philadelphia and told her that I'd be flying into Pittsburgh soon. She was so good to me and dropped everything to come get me. I love her :)

It's 6 a.m. and I've been up for about and hour. Naps will ensue today, I'm sure.

I have some stories to tell about the trip, but I'm going to save them for another post. Thank you to all who prayed for me! Oh my word, you don't know how much I appreciate it! God bless you!

Okay, I'll check back in later. Have a great day today, friends :)

Saturday, August 14, 2010

England in Review / Back in Vienna / Counting Down the Hours

Friends! Friends! Friends! I'm back in Vienna with time for proper blogging! I kind of fell off the grid in England. I was enjoying myself too much eating scones and tea, visiting castles and petting sheep in the beautiful English countryside. I'm not joking when I say it was one of the best experiences of my life! Vienna is a wonderful place and I love it, but it's just not the same seeing these wonderful things by yourself. Getting to experience England with people I love was the best thing ever. I had so much fun with Chelsey and Jon that I started scheming about my next trip :)

Thank you to those of you who prayed for my travels. They went very smoothly. I was a little nervous with all of the connections (30 minute train ride to bus station, 2 hour bus ride to airport, 2.5 hour plane ride), but everything was fine and I made each connection with time to spare. After all of that anxiety, seeing Chels and Jon standing there waiting for me at the airport overwhelmed me with joy and relief. I couldn't help but cry when I finally squeezed them tight.

I think my favorite part of England was the castles and manor homes that we visited. I felt like such a child in my excitement, but really, I was finally fulfilling my childhood dreams, so I think I was justified. It was completely amazing to go into the houses and see what life was like hundreds of years ago. Disney World ain't got nothing on these places! One major highlight of the trip was getting to have creamed tea and scones with Chels at one of the manor homes. It's funny because Vienna has such a strong cafe culture that drinking tea (even though we have tea every afternoon in PA) seemed so new to me.

But can I just say that scones with clotted cream and jam are one of the most delicious things I've ever experienced. I think God said one day, "I love these humans so much that I'm going to give them yet another piece of my love in the form of scones with clotted cream and jam." I thought about them all week after that.

So of course, saying goodbye to my big sis was extremely hard. She dropped me off at the airport and when I caught a last glimpse of her as I entered security, I was completely overwhelmed and couldn't hold back my emotions. I bet it was pathetic to see, but I was completely unaware of anything else besides my aching heart. I don't know how to describe how special spending time with Chels was for me. All good things come from God and He really went over and above this time. I was so sad to leave her, but I couldn't stop praising God and thanking Him for that precious week together. Imagine if the Lord came to you one day and handed you a box with a bright red ribbon tied around it and said, "here's a gift from your own Almighty Father." That's what this week was like for me - a personal gift from God.

Here's a link to my photos if you'd like to check them out:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=3210333&id=9387230&l=c5fad4cb77.

So now I'm back in Vienna for the weekend with some down time. I spent the whole day writing my internship paper that's due on Monday. I forgot that I'll be traveling home then, so I've had to scurry and get it done before I leave. I'm headed out at 6:45 on Monday morning to start my long journey home. I have a layover in Venice and Philadelphia then finally to Pittsburgh if all goes well. Will you please pray for me? I'm getting a little nervous. I keep thinking about what happened last time. *Shudder* I never want to miss a flight again. But I know that whatever happens, my beloved friend Jesus is by my side the whole time.

I can't believe this summer is almost over. I'm actually trying not to think about leaving. Today when I was talking to the Lord, all I could say was "thank you so much for everything, Father," over and over again. I'll need weeks to process all of this!

I'm not sure if I'll be able to post again before I leave, but I'll try. In case I don't, thank you sincerely for your prayers - you don't know how much they mean to me! And I'm excited to get back and see a lot of you soon! You've been my abiding happy thought this summer and I thank God for you :) Love you guys!

Monday, August 9, 2010

God Save the Queen

Hey guys! Greetings from Englaaaaaaand! I'm so sorry that it's been over a week since I last posted. Between packing, moving out of my flat, arranging traveling details and just finishing things up at the office, my life has been full to the max. Sadly, blogging slipped to the bottom of my priority list (I know, you're reading this thinking "does she seriously think we care?").

Anywho, my last post felt like so long ago and there is so much that's happened since then but I could never fit it into a blog post so I'll fill you in on the most important things and you'll just have to wonder about the rest.

Okay, last Thursday was my last day at the office. It was terribly bittersweet because I didn't want to go, but I really had a great day with my colleagues. We had a TWR staff meeting and a cookout and I really cherished the day of fellowship. Great memories to leave with.

So on Friday I caught a train to the bus station in Vienna, took a bus to Bratislava in Slovakia, then flew into Bristol, England. Honestly, I was so nervous about all of the transfers and making everything on time that I hardly slept on Thursday night. I really despise traveling alone (especially when they don't speak English), but I was really sure of Jesus' presence with me the whole time. Everything went smoothly and besides not being able to find the Ryanair check-in at the Bratislava airport, everything was perfect!

Okay, well ... there was some turbulence on the flight coming in Bristol. By the end I was thinking, "where did this stupid pilot learn how to fly?!!!" It seemed like we kept free falling after every bump which freaked most everyone out. One lady behind me kept screaming which, I'm sure, didn't help anyone. As I felt a wave of something moving in my stomach (not physical sickness, just the sick feeling that comes with not knowing) I cried out to the Lord and immediately I felt like He was standing in the isle right next to me. What a wonderful Savior we have :)

So when I finally touched down in Bristol, Chels and Jon were there to meet me and, of course, I cried because I was just so happy to see someone that I knew and I had been waiting all summer to be with them! It was a great reunion :)

Right off, they made me feel so comfortable and we've just been having the loveliest time. We spent Saturday in London and yesterday they gave me the tour around Gloucester and we hiked in the English countryside. Chels and Jon know their way around London quite well, so I couldn't have asked for better tour guides. We went to Buckingham Palace and their stables, Camden market, Covent Gardens, Soho, Parliament, St. Paul's Cathedral, the South Bank, Westminster Abbey, Chinatown, the Tower of London, London Bridge, Big Ben and so many more places I can't remember! It was AWESOME!

And yesterday they took me to all of the most beautiful little English towns. Ohhhh, they are so cute! And then we hiked a public foot path and saw lots of cows and mountains and little houses and pubs and churches and horses and fields. I feel baptized into the English experience now. I'll have some pictures up on Facebook pretty soon ;)

So, England in review: awesome.

Thanks for reading, friends! I hope you're all doing well. Seek hard after the Lord this week and count His many blessings in your life! I'm thankful for you all :) Ciao!